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aliya parcs

here we go again falling in love again
falling in love all over
we though we've seen the end
thought it was over then
but the feeling's back and we're starting over

hanging conversation, silly accusations
we never made it through cos me and you
we never had a chance... and now we're taking another

stop think wait a minute is it love that we really feel
we've been hurting bad we've been hurt before
don't you fall until we know for sure
stop think wait a minute is it love that we really feel
we've been there before we've been through that door
don't you fall until we know for sure

here we go again taking a chance again
finding ourselves together
falling in love again losing it all again
watching the world go by as we're starting over

playing the fool together playing the game too long
thought we were wising up but we're starting over
and i don't care if we're wrong...

stop think...wait a minute...is love
that we really feel...

Harumph 2

Only God knows what in store for me.
I can only wish for peace,
peace of mind that will tell me your fine.
Piece of your love
that will show me that you’ll stay for me.

Darkness is what I feel when your around me,
emptiness is what I feel when your not.

Wish me luck?
I don’t need it.
Hold my hand like you were never been down before.

I never got the chance to show you
what my 3short words meant;
still you gave me another chance.

Your kindness was sometimes unacceptable.
Too much giving made us what we are today.
We were always giving and never got time for ourselves,
which led to our downfall.

You were my coat from the storm,
a blazing fire that warmth’s my heart when I'm in need.
Our flame soon changes to rage that was so deep.

I remember back when I was an imbecile in life.
Still I stood up and believe
that I had learned from my past depression
but my wounds got even deeper,
and now that we don’t have each other anymore,

I can summarize all the things
I leaned about love in 2words,
IT GROWS.

Looking at our old memories
I realized the meaning of true love,
it’s not about giving and taking
it’s not about the time and space we should have…

Love was all about you!!

******
i miss you....really..i do.. u know who you are... bleh =p

Harumph!

Blue clouds are not forever,
windmills don’t spin for life,
nightmares are only good for a night.

I never asked for a perfect life,
all I ask is your faith,
faith that will tell me
everything is going to be alright.

would you stay here beside me?
will you recognize my face when you see me
at the corner of your room weeping?

Questions will always find its answers
but our regrets will stay forever.

life is colorful..
indeed the happiest moments of our lives
will be most dominant even in our darkest moments.

Now that I have gone to a better place,
please don’t go to my grave and weep.
I am the thousand winds that blow,
I am the waves that clears your mind.
A noble creature that will guide you to a better life,

So don’t ever go to my grave and weep
I am not there I never died,
I never said that I did.

Life is too short to live
but too much to enjoy.
My few moments of pain will be vanished
before another one strikes me.

Your love gives me life
that’s why I am the loneliest person in the world right now.

Never look back at me like you want to change your mind and stay,
it only adds the burden
that I have been keeping since I met you.

Free your soul of misery
for it can kill you without even knowing
the sense of life and love.

if ever the time comes for you to know me
please be discreet about thy noble creature.

Be silent, be still.
I am not an enemy
I’m just a stranger lost in this stupid game of life…

Choice...Life...LOVE...HORSESHIT!!

ever thought of falling for someone?

then you become scared that things
might not work out the way you wanted it to be?
they say love is all about taking risks
and life was all about making choices...

what if we choose not to choose any choice?
do you get it?
does it mean we made a bad choice of not choosin?
or worse...
does it mean were not living our lives to the fullest

but then again not choosing is a choice right?

i believe that love is a choice and not a chance
we choose who to love...no one cud force us to love somone

i chose to fall in love with someone RECENTLY...
upto now im still afraid of making a choice...
why?

sometimes "YOU PEOPLE" tend to force us
to tell how we feel
and what we want to say...

HELLO!!!
cant you read between the lines??
isnt it obvious?

then in the end...because of our Vulnerability
to the so-called love thing

we end up talking...
spilling it all out..
in the end what??
they'l probably say
"i never thought of it that way"

oh cmon! thats b*llshit
i mean really...you force us to talk
ask these questions
when the answers are so obvious...

what do these people get out of it?
u find it amusing that sum1 likes/loves you?
is that like a trophy thing?...
wow thats ur thing eh?
at the expense of other peoples true feelings...

aaw thats pathetic

Life Goes on and on and on (part I)

Seriously...
is it flunking school?
losing your phone?
getting urself bruised?
wounded?
...or is it losing someone?

there was a time that i was afriad of losing
someone i really cared about so much.
someone who changed my life
someone i thought i coudnt live without
someone i love...

it felt close to hell..
it really did, as i could remember
but i never fought for it...

why bother?
all that matters is you know what you are..
and all you are was in love with her...

why didnt i fought for her?...
simple factors..
i thought there was someone else she loved more...
someone from her past whom she cant forget..

all that went through my mind was..
sure..
i liked her, like she likes him
i need her, like she needs him
and i loved her, like she loves him...
same situation...right?
the only difference is she wasnt facing me...
her back was in front of me...
which is why is she couldnt see me...
or maybe thats why she didnt want to look at my side..

Letting go was never really a problem...
coz inever really had her...
moving on was the hardest part of all...
ditch that art of letting go sonng for me...

i was used to a life with her by my side...
we were the closest friends back then..
suddenly THIS happened..
i had to wake up living a life without her...
i didnt know what to do..
no one will scream at me...
aaaw...whats my next move?...

to be continued...

Things Just Got even Worse

Ever had the feeling that ur being deprieved?
its lke u wanna go somewhere but something or
someone is holding you back? i have...3mins ago

what sucks is usually you get split into 2...
one side is begging for answers..on the other
ur so fucking pissed coz ur afraid of the
freaking truth behind it...

what if u never get to the bottom of it? wud u feel bad?
what if the truth isnt wut u wanted or worse its not what you expected?
aaaw now thats a whole lotta shit that u gotta get thru...ryt?

first minute..."haha its nothing (body gets numb)
first hour... "oh shit what did just happened?" (tears start to fall)
first week... "i'm gonna be ok...everythings fine"
(u start give this stupid plastic smile)
first month... "its not ok" shit i miss her...

2months after..."aaah i miss her!!!"
next 3months... "i'm doing good i think"


suddenly someone came...

now...whats ur next move?? ur too damn chickenshit to do something right?
yeah thats what i thought..ur a BIG CHICKEN SHIT!!and now ur too afraid to be happy fr yourslef...

aaaw now isnt that sweet...
as i it goes...

whats the point of being in love?
if i had to be in love all alone?
whats the point?
there's a point...thats why we call it unconditional love right...


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I went to school a while ago to pay mt tuition fee and had my id pic taken...there was this weird girl who was so desperate of making me laugh..too bad i had the last laugh hahaha i told the lady that she was this crazy girl who doesnt have any friends..hahaha sorry marga... peace!

Yikee = a whole lotta B*LL SH*T Things got even worse

Yikee Yi-ki' -(noun) expression used by other people to aggravate
or put another person in the spot, usually said for personal gain
to make speaker feel better at the expense of the other person,
word that destroys friendship between two people usually male and female,

This yikeee word is really bad for the health!! trust me..