We all live in a yellow submarine...

kwentuhang tugtugan himig at musika ng buhay...tuloy tuloy ang buhay...

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Ako si Guy..ikaw si Pip

panibagong simula..ito ang magsislbing bagong panahon..ang pakiramdam ko akoy ipinanganak muli, para bang isa akong halaman na bagong buka, isang paru parong kaka labas lamang sa katotohanan ng buhay, hay ganito ba talaga? napaka saya ng buhay ngaun pakiramdam ko akoy nanalo sa sweepstakes..ndi ko mapaliwanag anong saya ba ito? ito si siguro naramdaman ni cesar montano pag nanalo sya sa famas..

masarap maging masaya ng ndi namamalayan kun bakit, ngunit mas nakakatuwang isipin na masaya tayo na alam natin kun sino ang sanhi ng ating kasiyahan..siguro nga iba na talga ang ikot ng mundo..tignan mo kung sino ang masaya ngaun at kung sino ang naka tanga sa ating harapan..

bagamat nakalipas na ang ilang buwan, ngaun sa aking pagsing ay pakiramdam koy ay ito lamang ang unang araw kun kailan ko inaming akoy umibig(yuck ang mushy). ang saya..sobrang saya siguro nga ito ang naramdaman ni ate guy at ni pip noong mga araw na sila'y tinatambal sa pinilakang tabing.

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ang taong malungkot ay walang karapatan sisihin ang kanyang kapwa na sanhi ng kanyang pagdadalamhati..sya ay malungkot dahil ito ang pinili nyang gawin

Thursday, April 07, 2005

LIHAM SA HALIMAW...

AKing HALIMAW
ang nakalipas na mga araw ay wala sa ayos...namimiss ko ang halimaw sa aking pagtulog, pinipilit libangin ang aking sarili pagkat akoy nasanay sa halimaw ng aking buhay..ilang buwan akong nabuhay na sa kanya kumukuha ng lakas sa araw araw..siguro nga nasanay na ako at namanhid sa mga nangyayari, ang buhay ay minsang parang "Lollipop" itoy masarap ngunit unti unti kang tutunawin sa huli.
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ang gawa na mali ang kinahinatnatan ay hindi dapat pagsisihan datapwat itoy dapat pulutan ng aral sa ganun ay hindi na ito tularan. "to ba ang sinasabe nilang gulong ng palad" ang aking mga sinabe ay hindi na maaring bawiin sapagkat itoy nagawa na, ang maari ko na lang gawin ay umasa na "ang mali ngaun ay maaring tama bukas" sabi nila ang pagbibitiw ng mga salita tama man o mali ay mga naangkop na panahon ng pagsasalita.
pilitin ko man magsisi ng tuluyan ay mayrong pumipigil sa akin at nagsasabi na sa isang banda ay tama ang aking nagawa..."sana ay mali na lamang ako", mahirap ang buhay na nagiisa, hindi nga bat kaya tayo nghahanap ng ating kabiyak ay para tayo magmahal at mahalin.. ngunit paano kung sa huli ang taong pinili nating mahalin ang unti unting umubos sa atin? makatarungan bang piliin nating unti untingmamatay sa kamay nila kesa sa kamay ng iba?
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ang mga bagay bagay na nangyayari sa atin ay may kapalit, maging masaya man o masakit ito, dapat natin itong tanggapin, ang mga mahal natin sa buhay, kadalasan sila ang nakakasakit sa atin..akoy naniniwala na "hindi ka kayang saktan ng taong hindi mo mahal". maging pangkaibigan na pagmamahal man ito o pagmamahal na higit pa. kaya nga sigur sadyang mas masakit talaga kung sila ang magiging sanhi at ating mga pasakit.
dumadating sa ating buhay na minsan ay parang gusto na nating sumuko, bagamat gusto natin ang ating ginagawa dumadating ang puntong kailangan na natin munang mag pahinga. ang aking napiling pagpapahinga ay sa pisikal na aspeto lamang, ito ay sa pamamaraang ibabaling ko muna ang aking pisikal na katawan o ang aking gawain na malayo sa halimaw. ngunit hindi ito ibig sabihin na ang pagmamamahal ay maglalaho na. ang pagmamahal ko ay gusto kong ituring sa "baga ng apoy". ikulong mo at itoy hindi makakahinga at unti unti mapupukaw. ngunit "bigyan mo ng sapat espasyo at hangin at di magtatagal ito ay uusbong upang magbigay ng mainit na pagtanggap at pagmamahal..."
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akoy humihingi ng pagunawa alang alang sa atin mahal kong halimaw, lahat ay gagawin ko para lamang sa iyo. ngaun ako naman ang humihingi ng katiting at sanay maintindihan. akoy babalik sa natakdang panahon upang ipagpatuloy ang aking nasimulan. ngunit kung sa aking pagbalik ay naglaho na ang lahat tatamgapin ko ang iyong desisyon. kung ang iyong palagay ay tama na at wala ng dapat pang ipagpatuloy..iyon ay pipilitin kong tanggapin at "mamahalin na lamang kita sa aking wagas at tahimik na pamamaraan..."

WAKAS

nagmamahal
-Spongha

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

friend test

I. o .u .
I walked into the dark hall
With my own cross
Just smiling at every blood stains
I find dripping from my legs

I can already see it, my own grave
Still I’ll finish my walk
For it may be my last journey

I can fail in all my subjects
Or be jobless 7yrs from now
I could even die next month
I know I can’t reach you
But never shall I fail
Of being happy in my life knowing you
I just can’t…

I may be lost for all of my life
And never see that light that
He has prepared for me
I am thirsty, I need a drink
I’ll be waiting for it to happen
Maybe not this time
Maybe not ever.

I’ll just do what I do best
Wait, wait and wait
It may never come
I may be baffled for 11months
But I found myself in you
With every breath that I take is for you
For every word that comes out of me is all about you...



-spongy

Sunday, April 03, 2005

look whos bored..

Check your LOVE attitude....
To find your love attitude number, add your birth month and your birthdate together. Keep reducing it until it's a single digit.
Example: January 28 1+28 = 29 2+9 = 11 1+1 = 2; Your love attitude number is 2.
If your number is:
Two
Your love nature is sentimental, romantic and kind. Your easygoing, mild manner allows almost everyone to feel very comfortable with you - especially shy guys/gals. Your modesty and tact enable you to get along easily with both sexes. You are a natural peacemaker and can be very persuasive with words, which helps you to gain the respect of your classmates. You can also be too sensitive at times, and your greatest drawback is a lack of confidence to stand up for yourself in conflict. Your favorite type of guy is a gentle, affectionate one who is also strong and playful. A great sense of humor is also a must. A guy/gal who loves to listen to music and dance should rank high on your list of favorites, too.
Three
You are imaginative, fun-loving, thrill-seeking and expressive. You're so charming that you attract many friends and you are almost never lacking guys/gals. In your earlier years, you may be totally shy and self-conscious, but you'll lose those qualities in the high-school years. You can be sort of vain or even a bit of a show-off when you get caught up in exciting events in your life, but you usually redeem yourself in some playful way before you lose a friend. Jealousy shows its ugly head sometimes, but generally you aren't affected by it unless your guy/gal tries to provoke it. In the guy/gal department, you prefer the athletic or artistic types. You're in absolute heaven when you find both of those qualities in the same guy/gal. When you're looking for love, a guy/gal who can make you laugh scores points, big time!
Four
You tend to be loyal, dedicated and good hearted. You're one of the most diligent students when you really try, and you tend to make your schoolwork a priority. You also express those same qualities in your love relationship. No one is more faithful and trusting than you. In fact, those tendencies can be a little negative in your romantic life. You may sometimes hang on too long to a guy/gal who doesn't give you the respect and love you deserve. You can be stubborn and a bit of a troublemaker if the mood strikes you but you can usually dig yourself out of that hole just in time to stay out of major trouble. You usually fall for extremes when choosing a love mate - he/she may be a show-off or a teacher's pet. Whatever the type, it helps if he/she is good-looking, too, but that's not a major consideration for you.
Five
Your love attitude is adventurous, charismatic and spontaneous. You're creative and adaptable, and you can come up with the most exciting and sometimes daring things to do. Your quick intelligence and way with words help get you out of the problems that come with being flirtatious and playing hard to get. You need to pay close attention to your personal values because you love to try new and different things and easily go along with the crowd and the consequences can put extra strain on your relationship with a boy/girl. You like guys/gals who have great bodies and good looks, along with exceptional brain and high grades. It helps if they are highly athletic or involved in as many activities as you, otherwise you might get bored! Variety is the key to your love attitude number.
Six
You are warm, loving, devoted and affectionate. Your outgoing, thoughtful nature attracts many girlfriends/boyfriends to you, and usually some of the nicest guys/gals too. Because of your need to care, you can end up in a relationship that requires too much care-taking to make it balanced. Since home and family play important roles in your life, you are unlikely to be attracted to guys/gals who your parents wouldn't like. Sometimes you have a slight jealous streak... but it doesn't last long. Some people with this love attitude number are prone to making harsh judgments of others, especially when others don't share your set of values. You are especially attracted to the good looking, boy/girl-next-door type who is smart as well as a gentle man/woman.
Seven
Your love nature is thoughtful, poetic, mystical and mysterious. A few people with love attitude number seven are class clowns, and they usually attract guys/gals who like to be given a hard time. But most of you are the quiet, reserved types who dislike calling attention to yourself. Your type generally attracts guys who feel the same way you do. Your refined, independent and secretive nature is very alluring to certain guys/gals. At times you can also be somewhat fault-finding and a little demanding in your love relationship and with friends. You are mostly attracted to guys/gals who aren't like all the rest; a loner easily attracts you. And, if he/she reads a lot and enjoys learning, he/she is especially perfect for you.
Eight
Your love attitude is confident, powerful and exciting. This number usually makes for a very conscientious student, someone who puts schoolwork ahead of a social life. However, you also enjoy being a leader among your classmates and will seek offices or other positions that enable you to use your leadership skills. Because of this, you can be somewhat intimidating to certain guys/gals. You can also be a little too intense, bossy and jealous for your own good. Your love match is definitely someone who is smart, handsome and popular. You like quality over quantity and will usually wait until the guy/gal with the best attributes comes along.
Nine
You have a sophisticated attitude that is also generous and considerate. Your responsible, charitable nature may find you attracting guys/gals who want someone to confide in or who makes them feel secure. At a very young age, you developed the type of personality that makes others feel safe and protected. You will carry these qualities into your adult years and, down the road, you'll be a good mom/dad because of them. On the negative side, you can be argumentative and overly emotional, and you usually possess a temper that can make everyone run for cover. You like the kind of guy/gal who is responsible and impeccably dressed and has gorgeous eyes and a great body. Charm, wit and (of course) brilliance could make him the

me..



How to make a joel
Ingredients:

3 parts intelligence

5 parts self-sufficiency

5 parts empathy
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability

Saturday, April 02, 2005

wutta fren!

there...so unfortunately two of the other guys who were suppose to come had somethin to attend to so we had to spent the night alone..weird..neither of us wanted to go home coz we just got there so i go what the heck "hey nood nlang tau movie".,.yey movie na to! hahaha this is the first time im gona watch a movie with someone else for like 365 days so this was gona be fun!! we watched R-o-b-o-ts...i was tellin her "yan!!ang bagal kasi mag pili ng movie ngstart na lahat!" unless she wants to watch the bruce willis movie eccck!! of cors i pretended not to enjoy the movie just to feel macho hahaha but deep inside me lies a disney boy who loves kiddy stuffs hahaha...

it was weird...i mean the movie ok? but it was fun! funny i mean..yeah i enjoyed the night with my new best bud! she invited me to go eat dinner at her place but i was toooo shy.."oo MERON AKONG HIYA!! YABANG MO!!" hehehe sooooo even if i was starvin to death i had to pass her lovely offer kahit na she's really the bomb when it comes to cookin.. on the way to their house was the fun part i told her stories about me and the monster and the problems we have..she just goes "ALAM MO?...wala.." weird no? but i get her...she justs wana say "HANG IN THERE DUDE!! BUKAS LULUHOD ANG MGA TALA"

haaay she's one of the coolest things this week,,,it's good to have someone you love and swear to wana live the rest of ur life with...(even though ur not really sure..but still ur hopeful that yeah things would be forever but sometimes it just cant be no matter how you wish that thing would be the same but in the end your not sure) ano??!! palag ka?? ang gulo no? paulit ulit lang hehehe

BUT its better din to have a friend that u know will always be there and she will always be the safest thing that could ever happen to you..y? i dunno coz as far as im concern "PARE UR THE BEST UR DA BOMB N UR MALUFET!! UR MY BESTFRIEND!!" to protect her identity i wont mention her name...hehehehe...sa site ko pare lahat tayo pantay pantay..ako lang ang angat!! ehehe joke
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finish FISH