Things Just Got even Worse

Ever had the feeling that ur being deprieved?
its lke u wanna go somewhere but something or
someone is holding you back? i have...3mins ago

what sucks is usually you get split into 2...
one side is begging for answers..on the other
ur so fucking pissed coz ur afraid of the
freaking truth behind it...

what if u never get to the bottom of it? wud u feel bad?
what if the truth isnt wut u wanted or worse its not what you expected?
aaaw now thats a whole lotta shit that u gotta get thru...ryt?

first minute..."haha its nothing (body gets numb)
first hour... "oh shit what did just happened?" (tears start to fall)
first week... "i'm gonna be ok...everythings fine"
(u start give this stupid plastic smile)
first month... "its not ok" shit i miss her...

2months after..."aaah i miss her!!!"
next 3months... "i'm doing good i think"


suddenly someone came...

now...whats ur next move?? ur too damn chickenshit to do something right?
yeah thats what i thought..ur a BIG CHICKEN SHIT!!and now ur too afraid to be happy fr yourslef...

aaaw now isnt that sweet...
as i it goes...

whats the point of being in love?
if i had to be in love all alone?
whats the point?
there's a point...thats why we call it unconditional love right...


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I went to school a while ago to pay mt tuition fee and had my id pic taken...there was this weird girl who was so desperate of making me laugh..too bad i had the last laugh hahaha i told the lady that she was this crazy girl who doesnt have any friends..hahaha sorry marga... peace!